GUILT IN MY HEART

WHY AM I SUCH A FORGETFUL PERSON

I DON'T KNOW

OR IS IT BECAUSE I DON'T CARE ENOUGH

WHAT SHOULD I DO

I KEEP HURTING THE ONE I CARED THE MOST

MORE THEN MY OWN LIFE

EVEN THOUGH I TRIED SO HARD

VERY HARD

OR I,M NOT TRYING HARD ENOUGH

I FELT REALLY SAD

COUSE I,M MAKING HER FEEL SAD

I,M REALLY A PATHETIC GUY

I SHOULDTAKE ACTION

AND STOP COMPLAINING

'ACTION SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORD

YET

I FELT SAD

MY HEART I FILL WITH MISERY

NOTHING I SAY CAN DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL

HOW I ALWAYS MAKE HER SAD

SHE DESERVE BETTER FROM ME

I,M SORRY

I,M REALLY SORRY

I HOPE THAT THING WILL

CHANGE

IN DUE TIME

FOR A BETTER FUTURE TOGETHER

aku nak melawat member2 kat SMK TENGKU SULAIMAN...
i miss them very much....
dah lama tak jumpa....

Aku da msuk Sem 3 d IPDA. Banyak pulak keje yang aku kene bt. Pementasan Macbeth akan diadakn 8 Ogos. Sebelum 2 , mcm2 la nak kena prepare. Pning kpala aku kadang nak pkir pasal hal ni. Tp da tanggungjawab tak bleh nak bt apa la. Junior pon da msuk. bleh jugak mintak tlong depa.
sekarang just kna fokus untuk final exam. Muet pon kena ambik lagi. Kurang2 band 4 atau band 5.


Aku hujung sem bercadang nak g kl. NAk jumpa org tersyg la katakan. hehehe
kna kumpui duit la dlu nampak nya
rindu kot...

tp aku tak bleh lupa pasai study
pada masa yang sama bt mak n ayah aku bangga

Cakap Malay La plak

macam2 masalah yg melanda tp ku tetap tabah dan sabar menghadapi nya,,
aku cuma harap akan berjumpa dengan penyelesaian dengan masalah yang ku hadapi selama ini,,
kadang2 aku selalu berfikir berseorangan ,,
apa tujuan hidup aku ni
ada kah untuk menyelesaikan masalah
atau untuk diri sendiri

bila aku fikir balik,,, aku ni cuma mementing kan diri
aku mesti hiduo demi agama ku
aku mesti hidup demi mak ayah aku
aku mesti hidup demi org yang ku sayang
aku juga mesti hidup demi kawan2 ku

biar lah sebesar mana pon masalah yang menimpa diri
aku sanngup selagi empat sebab diatas masih ada dalam diriku
tak mungkin aku dapat hadapi dunia yang fana ini tanpa mereka

A New Beggining

This is my first time posting something on my blog since I made it in 2009.
I,m lazy or not that interested in writing in blog anyway... still there just to many things on my mind that I need to let it out... Its killing me..
from my experience.. when i wrote about my problem, I felt much better... no wonder i like writing journals,,

it is new semester for me and my friend in IPG Darul Aman(IPDA). second semester to be exact.. we now have our first in this semester which I,m looking forward too.. I can then measure how good my knowledge in English,,..

new semester means new friends... i got a lot of new friends.. but i always remember to strengthened the bond between my old friends... i will always make sure to be good to each and every one i consider as my friend..

living in IPDA is great,,, i guess i can,t complain much cause it is near my house,.. i can go back every week if i want to.. but, where is the fun in that,,, only a few times that i decided not to go back and stayed in IPDA...

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